Birthday.

My birthday;
I am now 21 years old. Holy shitz. I didn't think I wanted to celebrate my birthday this year, but you know what? Im glad I did. Received alot of gifts too @_@ Im so surprised. Im in a better mood than I was eariler this month.

Thanks <3

Keep the head up.

This is where everything will come up to reality.
Growing up and accepting the worst road block of my life.
Letting things sink in deep to your mind is hard especially when your not sure how to take it.
I wonder how am I going to take life now.

Cupid's bow

So I had a random spark of genius at four o'clock in the morning.
"Lips Like Cupid's bow" was my catcher line...

Your lips are like cupid's bow.
The arrow just missing my heart,
I dodge and hold my heart
You speak.
I fall head first, dazzled.
Your lips with that voice of an angel...
Sweet words.
My mind goes blank, my knees weak...
Succumbing to the words.
They dance, and swirl as a symphony around me
I sink... deeper, harder...
The world spins upside down.I dream.
Where am I?
I found myself in wonderland...
Is it real? Is it pretend?
I pluck the bud of the white rose
and to my surprise
The roses are painted white...
I scratch the petal and hues of pink and red appear.
The true meaning of the rose arises...
Is it true? Is it an illusion? Is this how I feel?
I'm slowly changing.
Be still my heart.
It may not be real just like this person in front of you...
Without a moment to think--with that smirk;
Those lips like cupid's bow fires again
Shot, straight through the heart...
You make me fall hard... hard for you.


It sounds like I fell in love, but who knows? I may try to deny the real cause