The Reflection, The Shadows, and everything In between.

The Reflection, The Shadows, and everything In between.

Florence Lau

Silence echoed among these walls

            down the long path—with padded step

                        These corridors of our mind

It seems as if time stood still.

Made no difference to our paralyzed body—

The scent of fear,

The Loss of sound

Loss of taste

Touch, Feeling and of Sight.

This is what we fear.

The mind has many corridors, the seen and unseen.

I am the reflection. I am the shadows behind you,

 and everything in between .

Awesome Stuff :D

Well today I was bored all day, being stuck home. But that was taken care of when I went  running around different sites and finding awesome things to talk bout!


But first meet the bike I would love to have:

More on it: Alien Motorcycle

Alrite now, Let's get down to business. Everyone knows this image right?

this is from the Windows XP default wall paper, now this image was taken back in 1996 in Sonoma, CA by someone named Charles O'Rear. It's fresh clean and something better than a single color wall paper. It now looks 

This

Gosh! What a HUGE difference! The second photo was taken in 2006 Kind sad to see this happen right? Heres the Wiki article I read it on.

The Wikipedia Bliss (Image)

Heroines - The women that inspire me

    So I had an interesting thought bout them. As I was younger looking at all the Disney movies, I was only thinking "how boring, why is it only the guys that seem to get all the fun?"  The boring princesses like snow white who was silly to trust someone who looks wicked, as much as I loved sleeping beauty she was another lax princess who did not have common sense and did not do so much to get her way. And not only that even though I knew most of these movies were to say "fairy tales do come true" it came upon me that as a child girls were seem to be more bombarded with the ideal of love and such. However as Disney and other companies expanded on their movie list I found there were much higher hopes instead of those "damsels in distress".

The sweet and smart Belle from "Beauty and the beast" who I found to be the most amazing woman for being able to take her own destiny to look pass the mask and not judge a book by its cover, The brave and victorious Mulan from her own movie "Mulan" who wanted to only protect her family and learned to fight a war, and especially "Harry Potter"'s  sassy Hermione Granger who even though she was not "truly" beautiful and was considered average looking was able to use her wits to achieve what I feel the most wonderful thing, friendship. These are some of my examples of those who are someone I wanted to be as I grew up.

There are many more as well, Esmeralda (Hunchback of Notre Dame),  Rapunzel (Tangled) oh the list can go on!  But honestly I am glad that  I am very proud that the women in these did not just STAND there and not only was able to stay beautiful, but true to themselves as they flourished to greater heights of my childhood and perhaps who I am today.


You know? not only do these animated women inspire me to be the best that I can be there are others in real life that have that same effect on me. My mother for example. I appericate everything she does for me and  I feel indebt to her. I dono if I would ever tell her that much but I do love her very much.
There are also my friends especially a certain few I feel that have motivated me to keep being what I want to be.  There are many sides to me I feel that needs nurturing to but I feel that keeping strong just requires me to keep my best foot forward.

True Summer

So finally! It truly feels like the real summer is upon us. Recently I had this feeling of where everything felt out of place even the seasons. Since July fourth just passed I was like now the summer begins! I am curious of how this summer will go and will it be more different than the one last year. The movies to come, the action pack plans to come soon and among other things. From the time frame of now till Sept I intend to lose this weight! That's it for now my dimsims see ya!

Social Media.

Youtube is amazing, from finding amazing, aspiring artists that voices that can reach your soul to teach, learning how to find a little of yourself , understand another's thoughts to be happy in your own skin..the list can go on! It never ceases to amaze me what I can learn just by wandering around the net.
These people not only inspire me but strengthen my own beliefs and almost everything I stand for. Lets share some good memories ;)

Bubzbeauty + Bubbosity (same awesome girl)

CookingWithDog

 





 Wongfu productions,

 

JRA,

Chestersee




Each are special and I just can't help but be awe everytime I watch them over and over. The time and effort each of these put into making them is great. Thanks everyone.

Puffy eyes.

A new trend? Puffy eyes beautiful?! niceeee :D! I was browsing around on different sites now and you know I come across an article about how now when Asians have baggie eyes its a good thing because its gives them the "Oh so sweet smile". This new trend apparently gives a illusion that your smiling even when your not. Its a slight puff so it doesn't look as if you been up all night long crying.  The trend started in Korea and heres some pictures to let you all see what I mean!

I wonder though, is it something that is going to stick around for a while or something that will pass eventually. I suppose this also means losing sleep might make a come back for some of us xD... I already do it often enough so maybe that means... Less make up is more for me,
GO ON GIRL FLASH EM PUFFY EYES :P

Heres an example of faking the puffy eye with eyeshadows ;)

My question of the day to you is: Do you prefer the flawless skin look *under eyes* or do you think that this puffy eye look will go on for a bit and will cause us women to lose more sleep over to match this "trend"?

Personally to me I think that even without makeup every woman is beautiful, make up is really just meant to enhance your best features but not so much that its a mask. Let me know whats up

Three...no, Four way chess?!

My gosh!!! Today was a day full of disappointments and grouchyness. It was just one of those days. It felt as though it was going to rain but I guess the air lied but it might morrow because I just felt the air turn from warm to cold and such. I missed out on Japan day sadly, that is because alot of things happened and most people that I was hoping to see today had to cancel out on me but I am alot better now. Had an unexpected guest along with a Veggie Delight from Subways woo comfort! But enough about that I have to share this awesome news! There is an awesome thing call four way chess :O!!! You can guess where this is going.

An online simulation of one...
Four way Chess!

You can only guess my excitement....I always wanted a chess set but just looking at that makes me think "oh sheeeeeeeeeet!" :D... I wonder if anyone will try it out for the lols. Let me know?
also theres a three way one but it looks even harder than a four way match....

Love, Laugh, Live....

Today I had those thought were I ponder if it was right for anyone to say it was the end of the world, I mean even though it didn't happen today It could. I am just happy that I still do what I do on the everyday basis. Live, Laugh and Love. I counted my blessings and though I lost some stuff along the way I am happy with what I have. We have our reasons to believe our world will end on a set date and im sure the higher ups have a date but at this point the best thing we can do is to do what we normally do and love everything we got and strife for more in life.


So heres to living everyday with happiness, love and laughter. Gambette.

Love Your Enemies

Honestly, I thought that just listening to just this I felt better about who I was and finally how someone agrees to stop the hate.
I was orginally going to write something bout how recently I been feeling so insecure because of the word "fat" i might get back to it. But im in a better mood at the moment.
So for now I leave it as is.

Reading a friend's poem made me realize... that hes human too. He keeps to himself, he's irratable and at times someone I forget that can feel emotions. I almost cried today.

I'm "broken"
to the last time that I've met you till this day
My heart aches .. my body quivers
the haunting images of you being there wraps around my dreams
like a snake wrapping around it's prey gripping it till there no life left in it just to be devoured ... as if it's not to be cared about..
I sit alone blending with the cold trying use it as an excuse of warmth...
my faith is turning into sand in my hand, sipping out with way to hold it all in.
I'm "broken"
pieces of myself are scattered all over the floor into little shards
not knowing which one goes with which..
I'm"broken"
but I must go on with this hollow in my chest just like I once walked the earth to begin with... just living in the edge of the broken hearted
I'm "broken"
nothing more nothing less
but "broken"

Flying on a bridge (Dream)

You know? those dreams that you want to do but never can do? I had one of those dreams.....
I dreamt I skated down the cable of the Brooklyn bridge... It was amazing. It was such a rush I couldn't breathe. I wish I could had placed this all on paper when it was still fresh in my mind.... you know, I was curious of what made me dream of this but it did not matter because I was flying. I soared down that cable NOT on a skateboard but on my very own two feet. I felt the ridges of the cable wires go under my feet and making me do little hops and tricks. I wish you all could had seen it. Maybe it was the dreamer side of me talking but it was truly amazing.

I will add more if I remember any.

Happy Holidays

Happy 2011,

I'd like to share my first dream of the year.

My dream started off with the theme of “Little red Riding hood” and we [it was me and two men] through the woods to get the “grandmas” before the wolf got there to kill her. When me and the two men arrived, grandma already had a fortress up around the door. We got in and was able to tell her about the wolf, and was told a short summary that the wolf was really a curse that comes every few years for a sacrificed usually goes for the person who had the most wisdom and is usually female.The house in the woods was mostly female, and a few men to help protect the area. and before the wolf got there there were preparations to take care of to protect ourselves. We each were given a task and mine was to create swords. and I hammered and hammered until I had the prefect set of swords, One single edged and one double edged. Another task of mine was to set a long table within a pavallion yard over looking a lake. The table was made out of stone (I think granite), with bout 12 seats that were made out of dark wood and jade. These seats were for supper/dinner (it was because it was late afternoon)...during that short time frame dinner was made and. There was surprisingly a lot of people that show up for that supper, suddenly we were interrupted by the knock on the door from the “wolf” and somehow he was able to squeeze pass the little opening and tries to take over someone as their sacrificed, me and the two men stab the “curse”. Throughout the fight, it escapes and tries to become stronger. at that point it didn’t make sense for us to be together anymore, the “grandmother” tells us we will succeed in what we need and want...I was told to follow a long path that was through the woods... it leads me to my successful life and I see myself sculpting a wonderful pot with a statue next to me and I looked happy, slimmer, and seemed more well rounded in other things I was interested in, As I was going to walk through the path I was walking in a beautiful kimono that was the colors of the leaves of the fall on a deep yellow background....and a the road was a bit bumpy but it was green...and new.